Having gone on indefinite hiatus in 2016, the members of One Direction haven’t performed together in nearly a decade and their millions of young admirers have since grown up. But when Dee, now 29, found out that Liam Payne had died last week in a fall from a hotel balcony in Argentina, she suddenly “felt the walls close in.”

Hundreds of One Direction fans gathered in London's Hyde Park to pay their respects to Liam Payne, who died on Wednesday at 31 years old.